SPN CAPSLOCK POST!

[rogueslayer452]

OMFG NOOOOOOO!!!! CAS, DON'T GIVE UP! PLEASE, DON'T GIVE UP HOPE! D: D: D:

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THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW:



LIKE, OKAY. THIS EPISODE WAS JUST FUCKING AMAZING. SO MANY AMAZING THINGS HAPPENED, FROM THEM DYING AND GOING TO HEAVEN - AN INTERESTING WAY OF LOOKING AT HEAVEN, MATRIX-LIKE AND KINDA SCARY WITH ZACHARIAH AND HIS CRONIES LOOKING FOR THEM - AND THE DREAM-LIKE STATE THEY'RE IN. IT WAS VERY COOL. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, SOOOO FUCKING DEPRESSING AND HEARTBREAKING. LIKE, MY GOD. WHAT THE HELL.

SHOW, WHY DO YOU CONTINUE TO BREAK MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS? YOU BROKE DEAN MANY TIMES, AND NOW YOU'RE SHATTERING MY BB CASTIEL? HIS FAITH IS BEING STRIPPED FROM HIM, AND THAT ENDING JUST, OMG.

I CRIED. I'M NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I CRIED BECAUSE CASTIEL IS THE EMBODIMENT OF FAITH FOR DEAN. DEAN HIMSELF IS BUILDING UP WITH THAT FAITH AND HOPE THAT CASTIEL HAS BEEN SHOWING HIM, AND NOW WITH CASTIEL LOSING THAT HOPE AND FAITH? JUST, FUCK. ;____; WHERE ARE THEY NOW? AND HE TOSSED BACK THE AMULET SAYING "IT'S WORTHLESS" AND THEN DEAN THREW IT IN THE TRASH? GOD WHY SHOW, WHYYYYY??? D: D: D:

RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS THAT SAMMY IS THE ONLY ONE WITH THE OUNCE OF HOPE LEFT, DESPITE EVERYTHING. I REALLY REALLY HOPE HE RETRIEVES THE AMULET FROM THE BIN BECAUSE, DAMN.

I JUST. I HAVE NO COHERENT WORDS RIGHT NOW OTHER THAN THAT. PERHAPS MORE LATER. BECAUSE I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED HERE.

JUST. GODDAMN.

*GOES BACK CURLED UP IN A BALL CRYING HER HEART OUT*

Comments

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

I'm excited, too. It's kinda devastating for them because they thought they'd had some kind of hope of having God be on their side, and I'm positive that God is on their side otherwise he wouldn't have resurrected them and saved Castiel as well (since I believe they all serve a greater purpose and not just the ones that the angels have told them about). But God isn't going to fix things. It's on them now, and I like that. :D

This has placed much more confidence on where they are heading with this now. I'm just worried for my precious Cas, since I don't want him to fall or become human like his future!self. However, I am excited because this is more substantial material for his journey this season and his character development. It broke my heart, but I want to see him and Dean mend themselves so they can become stronger and fight this war together.

And I am babbling away, heh. In the middle of writing my review so, my mind = on overdrive, lol.