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Apr. 1st, 2010 10:23 pmOMFG NOOOOOOO!!!! CAS, DON'T GIVE UP! PLEASE, DON'T GIVE UP HOPE! D: D: D:
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THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW:

LIKE, OKAY. THIS EPISODE WAS JUST FUCKING AMAZING. SO MANY AMAZING THINGS HAPPENED, FROM THEM DYING AND GOING TO HEAVEN - AN INTERESTING WAY OF LOOKING AT HEAVEN, MATRIX-LIKE AND KINDA SCARY WITH ZACHARIAH AND HIS CRONIES LOOKING FOR THEM - AND THE DREAM-LIKE STATE THEY'RE IN. IT WAS VERY COOL. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, SOOOO FUCKING DEPRESSING AND HEARTBREAKING. LIKE, MY GOD. WHAT THE HELL.
SHOW, WHY DO YOU CONTINUE TO BREAK MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS? YOU BROKE DEAN MANY TIMES, AND NOW YOU'RE SHATTERING MY BB CASTIEL? HIS FAITH IS BEING STRIPPED FROM HIM, AND THAT ENDING JUST, OMG.
I CRIED. I'M NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I CRIED BECAUSE CASTIEL IS THE EMBODIMENT OF FAITH FOR DEAN. DEAN HIMSELF IS BUILDING UP WITH THAT FAITH AND HOPE THAT CASTIEL HAS BEEN SHOWING HIM, AND NOW WITH CASTIEL LOSING THAT HOPE AND FAITH? JUST, FUCK. ;____; WHERE ARE THEY NOW? AND HE TOSSED BACK THE AMULET SAYING "IT'S WORTHLESS" AND THEN DEAN THREW IT IN THE TRASH? GOD WHY SHOW, WHYYYYY??? D: D: D:
RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS THAT SAMMY IS THE ONLY ONE WITH THE OUNCE OF HOPE LEFT, DESPITE EVERYTHING. I REALLY REALLY HOPE HE RETRIEVES THE AMULET FROM THE BIN BECAUSE, DAMN.
I JUST. I HAVE NO COHERENT WORDS RIGHT NOW OTHER THAN THAT. PERHAPS MORE LATER. BECAUSE I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED HERE.
JUST. GODDAMN.
*GOES BACK CURLED UP IN A BALL CRYING HER HEART OUT*
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Date: 2010-04-02 05:39 pm (UTC)AND I WAS SO GLAD ASH WAS BACK. THIS WAS ONE OF THOSE TIMES THAT I WAS GLAD THAT I'M MOSTLY SPOILER-FREE ON SUPERNATURAL THIS SEASON. AND WHAT WAS GOING ON THE OTHER TIMES THAT SAM AND DEAN WERE IN HEAVEN?
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Date: 2010-04-02 05:55 pm (UTC)THAT PART KINDA PUZZLED ME. WHEN DID THEY DIE? I MEAN SURE, SAM DIED THAT ONCE, AND THEN DEAN HAD THAT REPEATING DAY OF DYING IN "MYSTERY SPOT" BUT THAT WAS THE TRICKSTER/GABRIEL'S DOING, AND FROM THE LOOKS OF THINGS HE PROBABLY WENT TO HELL DESPITE THE CONTRACT ISSUE. UNLESS...THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT THE TIMES WHERE THEY "DIED" BUT RETURNED BACK TO LIFE INSTANTLY, LIKE IN WISHFUL THINKING SAM WAS STRUCK BY LIGHTNING, AND IN "SONG REMAINS THE SAME" SAM HAD DIED THEN TOO BEFORE BEING REVIVED AND SENT BACK TO PRESENT TIME. PERHAPS THOSE ARE THE MULTIPLE TIMES THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT? THEY WENT TO HEAVEN BUT THEIR MEMORIES WERE ERASED? WHICH WOULD MAKE SENSE. BUT STILL. IT HAS ME PONDERING.
I NEEDS TO KNOW MORE, SHOW. PLEASE DON'T JUST UNLOAD SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND THEN GIVE US NO EXPLANATION OF IT!
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Date: 2010-04-02 06:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-03 11:47 am (UTC)