SPN CAPSLOCK POST!

[rogueslayer452]

OMFG NOOOOOOO!!!! CAS, DON'T GIVE UP! PLEASE, DON'T GIVE UP HOPE! D: D: D:

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THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW:



LIKE, OKAY. THIS EPISODE WAS JUST FUCKING AMAZING. SO MANY AMAZING THINGS HAPPENED, FROM THEM DYING AND GOING TO HEAVEN - AN INTERESTING WAY OF LOOKING AT HEAVEN, MATRIX-LIKE AND KINDA SCARY WITH ZACHARIAH AND HIS CRONIES LOOKING FOR THEM - AND THE DREAM-LIKE STATE THEY'RE IN. IT WAS VERY COOL. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, SOOOO FUCKING DEPRESSING AND HEARTBREAKING. LIKE, MY GOD. WHAT THE HELL.

SHOW, WHY DO YOU CONTINUE TO BREAK MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS? YOU BROKE DEAN MANY TIMES, AND NOW YOU'RE SHATTERING MY BB CASTIEL? HIS FAITH IS BEING STRIPPED FROM HIM, AND THAT ENDING JUST, OMG.

I CRIED. I'M NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I CRIED BECAUSE CASTIEL IS THE EMBODIMENT OF FAITH FOR DEAN. DEAN HIMSELF IS BUILDING UP WITH THAT FAITH AND HOPE THAT CASTIEL HAS BEEN SHOWING HIM, AND NOW WITH CASTIEL LOSING THAT HOPE AND FAITH? JUST, FUCK. ;____; WHERE ARE THEY NOW? AND HE TOSSED BACK THE AMULET SAYING "IT'S WORTHLESS" AND THEN DEAN THREW IT IN THE TRASH? GOD WHY SHOW, WHYYYYY??? D: D: D:

RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS THAT SAMMY IS THE ONLY ONE WITH THE OUNCE OF HOPE LEFT, DESPITE EVERYTHING. I REALLY REALLY HOPE HE RETRIEVES THE AMULET FROM THE BIN BECAUSE, DAMN.

I JUST. I HAVE NO COHERENT WORDS RIGHT NOW OTHER THAN THAT. PERHAPS MORE LATER. BECAUSE I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED HERE.

JUST. GODDAMN.

*GOES BACK CURLED UP IN A BALL CRYING HER HEART OUT*

Comments

[cheerful-earl.livejournal.com]

THEY BROKE THE ANGEL! WHY DID THEY BREAK THE ANGEL!? OH CASTIEL.

Nothing about this episode wasn't absolutely heartbreaking. Pie! They made pie sad! Even Cas' snarky moments ("Condolences") are sad, because they're so human and I don't want human Future!Cas. I want our Cas. Cas' faith is gone, and Dean can't even help him like he did in "Free to Be" because what little faith he had in his father, God, everything, is just gone.

I loved everyone in this episode, but seriously, how is Misha onscreen for 2.5 seconds and just blows my mind? The man is amazing. His *face* when he was leaning against the partition... Oh.

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

BECAUSE THEY LOVE TO TORTURE HIM AND US, THAT'S WHY!! D: D: D:

I DON'T WANT HUMAN FUTURE!CAS EITHER, WHICH I DON'T THINK WE'LL GET, BUT I'M WORRIED FOR HIS SAKE BECAUSE WITHOUT HIS FAITH WHAT ELSE DOES HE HAVE? I MEAN, HE HAS DEAN OF COURSE, BUT IS THAT ENOUGH TO HOLD HIM UPRIGHT? EVEN DEAN WAS LOSING HIMSELF IN THIS EPISODE. IT'S JUST, OH MAN. IT'S BREAKING ME ALL OVER AGAIN.

BUT I GUESS THIS MEANS THAT CAS IS FULLY PART OF THE TEAM NOW, THEY BROKE HIM SO SUFFICIENTLY IN THAT VERY LAST SCENE. AND IT'S NOT SPN UNLESS SOMEONE GETS BROKEN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.

I JUST HOPE OUR BB CAS GETS HEALED AND REGAINS HIS FAITH AGAIN. AND THAT DEAN GIVES HIM A HUGE HUG. BECAUSE WE NEED THAT HUG, DAMMIT.

GOD, THAT LAST SCENE KILLED ME. MISHA'S FACE!!!! D: BREAKING MY HEART THERE, BB. HE IS AMAZING. HE CAN MAKE ME SQUEE AND THEN WIBBLE TEARFULLY ALMOST INSTANTLY. ;___;

[cheerful-earl.livejournal.com]

THEY DO LOVE TO TORTURE HIM AND US! D: PAIN! HE IS TOTALLY A PART OF THE TEAM FOR REALS NOW BECAUSE HE IS ALL BROKEN LIKE THE WINCHESTERS.

I DON'T THINK WE'LL GET FUTURE!CAS EITHER, BECAUSE DEAN WOULD STOP IT. RIGHT?? BUT TOO I AM WORRIED ABOUT HIM WITHOUT HIS FAITH. IT'S ALL HE WAS HOLDING ON TO, OTHER THAN DEAN. BUT CAS NEVER BELIEVED THEY COULD KILL THE DEVIL; HIS PLAN WAS TO FIND GOD ALL ALONG. AND NOW WITHOUT THAT... I AM SCARED TOO AT CAS' RESENTMENT. IT'S ALL LUCIFERLIKE. *whimpers*

DEAN NEEDS TO GIVE HIM THAT HUG. I NEED TO SEE IT, STAT.

MISHA IS SO EXPRESSIVE. NOT A WORD OF DIALOGUE AND I WENT FROM YAYCAS! TO NOOO! CAS!

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

NOW I KEEP THINKING ABOUT WHAT MISHA SAID ABOUT WANTING TO SEE EVIL!CAS. NOT THAT THAT'LL EVER HAPPEN, BUT HIM GOING INTO RESENTMENT, THE POTENTIAL OF JOINING LUCIFER'S FORCES OR HAVING THAT SAME MINDSET? THE WRITERS MIGHT WANT TO TEAR HIM DOWN JUST TO REBUILD HIM AGAIN JUST LIKE HOW THEY'VE DONE WITH THE WINCHESTERS MANY A TIME, AND WHILE I LOVE SEEING NEW CHALLENGES AND DEVELOPMENTS FOR HIS CHARACTER I KINDA DON'T WANT THAT. OR MAYBE I DO, AND THEN DEAN PULLS HIM BACK FROM THIS STATE AND ALL WILL BE WELL WITH HUGS AND KISSES AND SEXINGS

I'M JUST, OMG. I DIDN'T THINK MY HEART WOULD SINK SO DEEP AFTER AN EPISODE, BUT THAT FINAL SCENE WITH CAS JUST DID ME IN. D:

I NEED TO THINK ABOUT CAS IN THE BEGINNING OF THIS EPISODE. HIM IN THE RADIO AND ON THE TELEVISION. THOSE WERE HILARIOUS SCENES. *THINK OF GOOD TIMES, THINK OF GOOD TIMES*

[cheerful-earl.livejournal.com]

NOW I KEEP THINKING ABOUT WHAT MISHA SAID ABOUT WANTING TO SEE EVIL!CAS.

ME TOO AND I DON'T LIKE IT. STUPID MISHA HAS PUT BAD THOUGHTS IN OUR HEADS. IT WOULD BE REALLY INTERESTING TO SEE BUT I JUST AM AFRAID THEY'D BREAK HIM DOWN, AND THEN NOT FIX IT. PLUS, IF HE TURNED HIS BACK ON DEAN, IT WOULD BE TERRIBLE. :-(

THAT FINAL SCENE DID ME IN TOO. BUT THINKING OF THE BEGINNING MAKES ME HAPPY. :D

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT CAS TURNING AWAY FROM DEAN. NOT NOW, NOT WHEN DEAN IS ALL HE HAS LEFT. D:

DEAN AND CAS JUST NEED TO HUG, KISS AND MAKE IT ALL BETTER, Y/Y?