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[rogueslayer452]

OMFG NOOOOOOO!!!! CAS, DON'T GIVE UP! PLEASE, DON'T GIVE UP HOPE! D: D: D:

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THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW:



LIKE, OKAY. THIS EPISODE WAS JUST FUCKING AMAZING. SO MANY AMAZING THINGS HAPPENED, FROM THEM DYING AND GOING TO HEAVEN - AN INTERESTING WAY OF LOOKING AT HEAVEN, MATRIX-LIKE AND KINDA SCARY WITH ZACHARIAH AND HIS CRONIES LOOKING FOR THEM - AND THE DREAM-LIKE STATE THEY'RE IN. IT WAS VERY COOL. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, SOOOO FUCKING DEPRESSING AND HEARTBREAKING. LIKE, MY GOD. WHAT THE HELL.

SHOW, WHY DO YOU CONTINUE TO BREAK MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS? YOU BROKE DEAN MANY TIMES, AND NOW YOU'RE SHATTERING MY BB CASTIEL? HIS FAITH IS BEING STRIPPED FROM HIM, AND THAT ENDING JUST, OMG.

I CRIED. I'M NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I CRIED BECAUSE CASTIEL IS THE EMBODIMENT OF FAITH FOR DEAN. DEAN HIMSELF IS BUILDING UP WITH THAT FAITH AND HOPE THAT CASTIEL HAS BEEN SHOWING HIM, AND NOW WITH CASTIEL LOSING THAT HOPE AND FAITH? JUST, FUCK. ;____; WHERE ARE THEY NOW? AND HE TOSSED BACK THE AMULET SAYING "IT'S WORTHLESS" AND THEN DEAN THREW IT IN THE TRASH? GOD WHY SHOW, WHYYYYY??? D: D: D:

RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS THAT SAMMY IS THE ONLY ONE WITH THE OUNCE OF HOPE LEFT, DESPITE EVERYTHING. I REALLY REALLY HOPE HE RETRIEVES THE AMULET FROM THE BIN BECAUSE, DAMN.

I JUST. I HAVE NO COHERENT WORDS RIGHT NOW OTHER THAN THAT. PERHAPS MORE LATER. BECAUSE I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED HERE.

JUST. GODDAMN.

*GOES BACK CURLED UP IN A BALL CRYING HER HEART OUT*

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I THINK I FEEL THE WORST FOR CAS THOUGH. AS LONG AS CAS BELIEVED AND HAD HIS FAITH IN GOD, THEN DEAN HAD SOME HOPE BUT NOW. . .CAS HIS LOST HIS FAITH IN GOD. I MEAN WHAT ARE THEY SUPPOSED TO DO NOW?!

THESE ARE MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY, BB. I'M LIKE, CASTIEL HAD ONLY TWO THINGS LEFT: HIS FAITH AND BELIEF IN GOD, AND HIS FAITH AND HOPE IN DEAN. AND EVEN IF DEAN DOESN'T WHOLLY BELIEVE, HE IS WILLING TO TRY FOR CAS. NOW, WITH HIS FAITH IN GOD DIMINISHED, OR AT LEAST FAITH IN HIS ENTIRE MISSION, HE FEELS HELPLESS AND HOPELESS. WHICH LEADS TO DEAN FEELING THE SAME, BECAUSE WITHOUT CAS HAVING THAT FAITH ANYMORE IT'S LIKE...WHERE DO THEY GO FROM HERE?

DEAN, NOW IS THE TIME TO HUG YOUR ANGEL, DAMMIT.

I HAVE A FEELING THAT SAM IS GOING TO BE PROVEN USEFUL THIS SEASON BY PATCHING THINGS UP, MAKING AMENDS AND REDEEMING HIMSELF THROUGH GIVING THAT HOPE BACK TO HIS BROTHER AND CASTIEL. FOCUSING HIS ENERGY AWAY FROM THE ANGER BOILING INSIDE OF HIM AND USING IT FOR POSITIVE THINGS. OR SOMETHING.

GOD. I NEED SOME SERIOUS FLUFF AND HURT/COMFORT FIC AFTER THIS. DAMN.