Preparing my creys...

[rogueslayer452]

I'm preparing myself for tonight. I've got comfort food at the ready, and I've been watching some of the most depressing episodes of shows I can think of at the moment to steel myself from completely losing it tonight.

I mean fuck, I just finished watching "The Body" from Buffy the Vampire Slayer (because I like to torture myself in that way, and because Joss is a genius when it comes to breaking our hearts) and it still gets to me, every single time. And it got me thinking...what if tonight's episode is going to have that exact same impact on me? What if I feel too emotionally drained after tonight's episode that I'll be so disconnected with reality for a little bit, just want to be by myself for a while? This is what's making me anxious and excited at the same time, because I haven't been this excited for an episode all season and knowing Edlund, he's gonna knock it all out of the ballpark, leaving us in a heap of incoherent blubbering messes.

What are you all doing before tonight's episode?

Comments

[alanna-zero.livejournal.com]

This entry is scaring me. I have no idea what's gonna happen in tonights episode, and now I am even more confused. LOL.

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

If you've been spoiler-free for what is to come, I applaud your willpower.

Even with reading the spoilery interviews we're still in a mass of confusion and fear about what will occur tonight. Just, prepare yourself for loads of angst.

[alanna-zero.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I haven't read any spoilers. At all. But mostly because...I didn't care? LOL

Wow that sounds...IDK. But knowing me, I probably won't be impressed. Hahaha sorry xD But I guess we'll gotta see.

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

I don't blame you for not caring. Most of this season I haven't really cared about anything that has been happening, just mostly annoyed and infuriated with the shit they've been doing. HOWEVER. THIS IS A CASTIEL-CENTRIC EPISODE. WRITTEN AND DIRECTED BY BEN "I MAKE MIRACLES HAPPEN" EDLUND. ANGST AND DEAN/CASY MOMENTS AND JUST MORE ANGST AND ANGELS AND CAS AND EVERYTHING.

I GUARANTEE YOU'LL BE IMPRESSED, EVEN JUST FROM THAT ALONE YOU GOTTA BE. ;D

[alanna-zero.livejournal.com]

Well I like my Dean/Cas moments just as much as any other Dean/Cas fan, but lately not even those have helped to keep me interested in the show. IDK.
Guess we gotta see if it's different this time.
(Oh God I'm so sorry I sound like such a Debbie Downer xD)

[rogueslayer452.livejournal.com]

MAYBE THIS EP WILL CHANGE YOUR MIND, Y/N?

Again I don't blame you for feeling such a way, since I felt it too. But being that these are the last few episodes of the season they're finally becoming worthwhile again. I'm just worried about my bb Cas and what is gonna happen, is all.