Preparing my creys...
May. 6th, 2011 03:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rogueslayer452I'm preparing myself for tonight. I've got comfort food at the ready, and I've been watching some of the most depressing episodes of shows I can think of at the moment to steel myself from completely losing it tonight.
I mean fuck, I just finished watching "The Body" from Buffy the Vampire Slayer (because I like to torture myself in that way, and because Joss is a genius when it comes to breaking our hearts) and it still gets to me, every single time. And it got me thinking...what if tonight's episode is going to have that exact same impact on me? What if I feel too emotionally drained after tonight's episode that I'll be so disconnected with reality for a little bit, just want to be by myself for a while? This is what's making me anxious and excited at the same time, because I haven't been this excited for an episode all season and knowing Edlund, he's gonna knock it all out of the ballpark, leaving us in a heap of incoherent blubbering messes.
What are you all doing before tonight's episode?
I mean fuck, I just finished watching "The Body" from Buffy the Vampire Slayer (because I like to torture myself in that way, and because Joss is a genius when it comes to breaking our hearts) and it still gets to me, every single time. And it got me thinking...what if tonight's episode is going to have that exact same impact on me? What if I feel too emotionally drained after tonight's episode that I'll be so disconnected with reality for a little bit, just want to be by myself for a while? This is what's making me anxious and excited at the same time, because I haven't been this excited for an episode all season and knowing Edlund, he's gonna knock it all out of the ballpark, leaving us in a heap of incoherent blubbering messes.
What are you all doing before tonight's episode?
